After writing the previous post, I felt led to read Psalm 34. The Psalm begins with praise to God:
"I will bless the LORD at all times; His praise shall continually be in my mouth. My soul shall make its boast in the LORD; the humble shall hear of it and be glad. Oh, magnify the LORD with me, and let us exalt His name together."
This is exactly what Fenelon was talking about - loving His glory more than my life. And then verse 18:
"The LORD is near to those who have a broken heart and saves such as have a contrite spirit."
Thank you God, for being near to me. Keep my heart broken so that You will always be near.